Pssst... psssssst... aiyyo
Are you afraid to die, or do you wanna live forever
Tell me, which one?

They wanna bury me, I'm worried -- I'm losin my mind
Look down the barrel of my nine and my vision's blurry
Fallin to pieces, am I guilty? I pray to the Lord
but he ignores me unfortunately cause I'm guilty
Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless -- I'm chokin off
marijuana smoke, with every toke it's like I'm losin focus
Fallin to sleep while I'm at service, when will I die?
Forever paranoid and nervous because I'm high
Don't mention funerals I'm stressin, and goin nutty
And reminiscin bout them niggaz that murdered my buddy
I wonder when will I be happy, ain't nothin funny
Flashbacks of bustin caps, anything for money
Where am I goin I discovered, can't nothin save me
My next door neighbor's havin convo with undercovers
Everybody's dyin am I next, who can I [bad word] 
Will they be G's, and they look at me before they bust?

Is there a heaven for a baller?
Somebody help me
Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways
Forever blastin,who can you [bad word] 
I thought I had friends but in the end a [bad word] dies lonely
Don't make me blast
Is there a heaven for a baller?
Somebody help me
Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways
Niggaz don't like me cause I'm Thuggin, and every day
I'm a hustler lookin to get paid

They wanna bury me, I'm worried -- no need to lie
I pray to God I don't scream when it's time to fry
Nowhere to rest I'm losin homies, ain't that a [bad word] When I was rich I had clout, now a [bad word] s lonely
I put the pistol to my head, and say a prayer
I see visions of me dead, Lord are you there?
Then tell me am I lost cause I'm lonely
I thought I had friends but in the end a [bad word] dies lonely
Nowhere [bad word] I'm in terror, and no one cares
closed casket at my funeral and no one's there
Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways
But still that don't promise me the next day
So I stay Thuggin with a passion, forever blastin
I'm bustin on these [bad word] in my madness
They wonder if I'm hellbound... well [bad word] can't be worse than this, cause I'm in [bad word] now

Is there a heaven for a baller?
Somebody help me
Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways
Forever blastin,who can you [bad word] 
I thought I had friends but in the end a [bad word] dies lonely
Don't make me blast
Is there a heaven for a baller?
Somebody help me
Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways
Niggaz don't like me cause I'm Thuggin, and every day
I'm a hustler lookin to get paid