Slightly [bad word] and a little bit used 
I never thought they'd be so amused 
Brothers bond broken by the bailiff 
For the first time 

Prison proves, gotta pay my dues 
Now I know I'll never be with you 

If I, if I, if I die inside 
Would anyone realize? 
(No, God help me!) 

If I, if I, if I die inside 
Would anyone realize? (No) 
I lived a lie 
(Is anyone gonna realize) 

Change in sights 
I ain't gonna sleep tonight 
This is no way for a man to live his life 
Paranoid on the prisonyard pavement 
For the first time 

So I served time for my addiction 
I pay the price for my affliction 
judge took my life with his conviction 
For the last time 

Lights out, lockdown 
Don't make a sound 
Lights out, lockdown 

If I, if I, if I die inside 
Would anyone realize? 
(anyone realize?) 

If I, if I, if I deny that crime 
Would I, would I serve the time? 
I live a lie. 

Someone speak, I'm a [bad word] in my head 
Something, a different beat 
Beat myself to the sound of the walking dead 
Rinse and repeat 
Someone's beat on the [bad word] in my head 
In my head, head 

If I, if I, if I die 

If I, if I, if I die inside 
Would anyone realize? 
(Would anyone realize?) 

If I, if I, if I deny the crime 
Would I, would I serve the time? 
I live a lie.