I'm still scared. Afraid of failing
Anticipating, the ride to end.
before the wheels begin to move.
 [bad word] away) So I can hide. [bad word] away) I've mastered feeling nothing. [bad word] away) I'm dead inside. [bad word] away) Why don't I care?

Waste my [bad word] 
Self medicating - it's my design
Although I know you don't approve
 [bad word] away) So I can hide. [bad word] away) I've mastered feeling nothing. [bad word] away) I'm dead inside. [bad word] away) Why don't I care?

The [bad word] is that I'm not so good
At showing how I feel.
Or keeping my mouth shut
When there's something to conceal.
Or knowing how to love,
Love's not in my memories
How can I rise above
All my insecurities
 [bad word] away) So I can hide. [bad word] away) I've mastered feeling nothing. [bad word] away) I'm dead inside. [bad word] away) Why don't I care?
 [bad word] away) I fight the tide [bad word] away) The ebb and flow consuming [bad word] away) Still by my side [bad word] away) Why should you care?