This is not me now.
Can you tell me what am I [bad word] 
What am I doing to myself?
This is not me now.
Can you tell me why I'm [bad word] 
How can I live with all this?

And I am breaking to pieces!
And how long will I lose this war?
No, I can't take much more.

I am losing now.
Will you help me?
How can I explain this?
How can I justify myself?
I am losing... now!!
Will you help me?
'Cause I can't remember
All that I've lived with for so long.

And I am breaking to pieces!
And how long will I lose this war?
No, I can't take much more.

This is not me now.
Can you tell me what am I [bad word] 
What am I doing to... myself??!!
So what am I doing to myself?
I'm [bad word] 

I am breaking to pieces.
How long will I lose this war?
I can't take much more...
Breaking to pieces!
And how long will I lose this war?
Now I can't take much more.
And I am breaking to pieces!
And how long will I lose this war?
No, I can't take much more.