Trashed, Lost &Amp; [bad word] (Song Lyrics):

1,2,3,40 and the thrill in the bright sweet night is a question of you
Trying to be kicking [bad word] to help me out after you know I never wanna go
Before I go high,
I'm very down
The only bottle left to drink again and again
The only try for the other way to be, why do I slice them out
When together try something [bad word] you question me what's [bad word] out
Before I go high,
I'm very down
The only bottle left to drink again and again [bad word] on!

Maybe I set my tracks my life to the [bad word]  baby turn to you
And the trashed people asking my head
until I sweat now tell me what the [bad word] to do

One day I gettin' to the point where I can't do,
nothing but try to be [bad word] on you
Let me down, waiting down below.. for the fleeting past to let go
Well to the end I raise my better half, pimpin' up my own reflection
Forever I saw kissin' you goodbye, to give my soul addiction

Before I walk I need the ground
You know me poor, I never return
Up yours and next you tell me [bad word]  [bad word] 
The only bottle left to drink before I go

One day I gettin' to the point where I can't do,
nothing but try to be [bad word] on you
Let me down, waiting down below.. for the fleeting past to let go
Well to the end I raise my better half, pimpin' up my own reflection
Forever I saw kissin' you goodbye, to give my soul addiction