Imprisoned by my mind, by my life.
I cannot find Peace within myself.
I cannot penetrate my scattered will.
I see where I have wronged, my very thoughts are my undoing.
My fear to [bad word] in correlation to my forever dying pride.
I mourn the death of who I was, I lose my grip on who I’ve [bad word] 

Far from this tangle of erratic thoughts, I will find myself once again.

I am victimised, held captive by morals and binds.
My [bad word] to life, I flee from my mind.
Bound by our beliefs, by our numbing torso.
Wither myself from within, and take heed to my rotting [bad word] begins.
Forging of hatred, [bad word] of clarity,
dying hope as the distance grows dormant.
I, the failure.

I find myself Bound And Gagged. All that was left, is now [bad word]  Bound And Gagged.