I have to block out thoughts of you 
 So I don't lose my head 
 They crawl in like a [bad word] 
 Leaving babies in my bed 
 Dropping little reels of tape 
 To remind me that I'm alone 
 Play movies in my head 
 That make a porno feel like home 
 There's a burning in my pride 
 nervous bleeding in my brain 
 An ounce of peace is all I want for you 
 Will you never call again? 
 And will you never say that you love me 
 Just to put it in my face 
 And will you never try to reach me 
 It is I that want this 

 [bad word]  
 Hate me today 
 Hate me tomorrow 
 Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you 

 I'm sober now for three whole months 
 It's one [bad word] that you helped me with 
 The one thing that always tore us apart 
 Is the one thing I won't touch again 
 In my sick way I want to thank you 
 For holding my head up late at night 
 While I was busy waging wars on myself 
 You were trying to stop the fight 
 You never doubted my warped opinions 
 On things like suicidal hate  
 You made [bad word] myself 
 When it was way too hard to take 
 So I'll drive so [bad word] far away 
 That I never cross your mind 
 And do whatever it takes in your heart 
 To leave me behind 

 [bad word]  
 Hate me today 
 Hate me tomorrow 
 Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you 
 Hate me in ways 
 Yeah, ways hard to swallow 
 Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you 

 And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave 
 Kicking shadows on the street 
 For every mistake that I had made 
 And like a baby boy I never was a man 
 Until I saw your blue eyes cry 
 And I held your face in my hand 
 And then I found out, yelling "make it go away! 
 Just make a [bad word] back and shine 
 Just like it used to be" 
 And then she whispered "how can you do this to me?" 

 [bad word]  
 Hate me today 
 Hate me tomorrow 
 Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you 
 Hate me in ways 
 Yeah, ways hard to swallow 
 Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you 
 For you 
 For you 
 For you