pallid sun sheds dimmest glow. 
On mute and pallid soil. 
I am the one, a life long gone. 
refuge raped in search of life. 
Like a shadow on this earth. 
In embraces pale as human flesh. 
I am unborn, and I'm undone. 
How much of me is lost. 
I deny my own desire. 
Lying one among the liars. 
I deny my own desire. 
Dark in darkness I can see. 
Nothingness is blinding me. 
Os abysmi. 
I'm drowning in this sea. 
For those I loved I hurt. 
So you taketh from me. 
My name untold and numb. 
Where I am there is no thing. 
No God, no me, no inbetween.