[bad word] home in the summer
live a life that you miss
it's alright
i'll fill you in
don't you wait
for me to call your name again

i see the wind blow into my shoes
each cuts into my nerves
it's hard to let [bad word] on in
and let you know that i was hurt

search for a life
every second
every day, every night
it's a blessing

i found a job
i do it fine
not what i want
but still i try

i see the wind blow into my shoes
each cuts into my nerves
it's hard to let [bad word] on in
and let you know that i was hurt