was it something I said 
or something I became 
said he filled his head with lead 
just to take away the pain 
I'm not gonna give in 
gonna stand up and fight 
make believe that the world is safe 
for you and me tonight 
I don't want to 
I don't need to 
understand the world we live in 
just because I understand the [bad word] 
not alone.....rejected 
I don't want to believe 
there's no time left to dream 
so much to wish for 
but there's no air left to breathe 
I don't know what is wrong 
I don't know what is right 
so much to live for
but my mind screams suicide 
I don't want to 
I don't need to 
understand the world we live in 
just because I understand the [bad word] 
not alone...rejected 
through these days of historical page 
is for you are chosen to 
tell them about life 
and what that means inside 
rejected...