When I look you in the lies
Something deep inside me dies
Cos I know you won't get better, better, better
You'd rather be right that be loved 
The only thing I understood 
Nothing's ever good enough

I stumble through the words as they're leaving me 
Tremble at the side of your majesty
And I cut myself just to get them out

This time I'll be different, I promise you
This time I'll be special, you know I will
Just don't leave with me in your eyes
This time I'll be better, I want you to know
This time I'll be special, oh God make it so
Just don't leave with me in your eyes
your eyes, your eyes

You took my youth, you took my health
And if you're not here I'll fight myself 
You're supposed to make this better, better, better 
No self control, and no reason why
And if I don't change, then we both die
This is it for you and I. 

Blisters at the end of my fingertips
Praying to a God I don't think exists 
Will you listen now
Can you forgive me somehow

This time I'll be different, I promise you
This time I'll be special, you know I will
Just don't leave with me in your eyes
This time I'll be better, I want you to know
This time I'll be special, oh God make it so
Just don't leave with me in your eyes
your eyes, your eyes

Closer now to the end
If love was the answer
Then hope was the question
Closer now let's pretend 
We've never been out here before. 

This time I'll be different, I promise you
This time I'll be special, you know I will
Just don't leave with me in your eyes
This time I'll be better, I want you to know
This time I'll be special, oh God make it so
Just don't leave with me in your eyes
your eyes, your eyes