sick with it
sick with disease
deny addiction
down on my knees
feed my affliction
scared to believe
my own decisions
eager to please
destroyed visions

breed life
need life
breath life
keep life

lie and decieve
with no emotion
false promises
loss of devotion
scarred by deceit
my self [bad word] love obsolete
live in dysfunction

breed life
need life
breath life
keep life
bleed life
heal life
feel life
the sweet life
is all i want...

can i bleed for the ritual?
bleed for it
got a need for the ritual....

can i breath for the ritual?
breath for it
got a need for the ritual?

sick with it. sick with it. sick with it, sick with it... (repeat)

it's inside me
i feel it growing
nowhere to hide
my anger's showing

repeat [bad word] 
and on this dark night of my soul
i will continue to pray for us
and try to remember only the good things... the sweet life