[bad word] 
I never tried to listen,
those games are my decisions.
the dark cloak on my shoulder,
this fear is taking over,

Verse

Just when you see,
I cannot be,
with the game that’s meant to end,
when you're trying to go on,
but I will not play along,
and these pages bend and fold,
and you think we're getting told,
that these days aren't mean to hold.
 [bad word] 
I never tried to listen,
those games are my decisions.
the dark cloak on my shoulder,
this fear is taking over,

Verse 2.

Just what you know
I wont let go,
with the days inside my head,
when I' m trying to control,
everything now that I own,
with the [bad word] fast,
and your stepping on the gas,
and this novocain is dumb,
 [bad word] 
I never tried to listen,
those games are my decisions.
the dark cloak on my shoulder,
this fear is taking over,