(Brainstew)

I'm having trouble trying to sleep
I'm counting sheep [bad word] out
As time ticks by
And still I try
No rest for crosstops in my mind

On my own... here we go

My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is numb
 [bad word] up and spun out in my room

On my own... here we go

My mind is set on overdrive
The clock is laughing in my face
crooked spine
My sense dulled
Passed the point of delirium

On my own... here we go

(Jaded)

Somebody keep my balance
I think I'm falling off
Into a state of regression
The expiration date
 [bad word] up
It's leaving me behind to rank
Always move forward
Going "straight" will get you nowhere

There is no progress
Evolution killed it all
I found my place in nowhere

I'm taking one step sideways
Leading with my [bad word] 
Got a [bad word] up equilibrium
Count down from 9 to 5 Hooray!
We're gonna die!
Blessed into our extinction