Call you up in the middle of the night,
like a fire flower miles away,
you were there like a blow torch burnin',
I was a key that could use a little turnin'

So tired that I couldn't even sleep,
so many secrets I couldn't keep,
promised myself I wouldn't weep,
one more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now,
I'm in too deep theres no way out,
this time I have really let myself pull stray [bad word] train never goin' back,
wrong way on a one way track
seems like I should be getting somewhere,
somehow I'm neither here nor there

Can you help me remember how to smile,
make it somehow seem all worth while,
how on earth did I get so jaded,
last mystery seemed so naked

I can go where no one else can go,
I know what no one else has known,
here I am just a drowning in the brain,
with a ticket for [bad word] train

Everything seems judded inside,
day and night earth and sky,
somehow I just don't believe it [bad word] train never goin' back,
wrong way on a one way track
seems like I should be getting somewhere,
somehow I'm neither here nor there

Want a ticket for [bad word] train?,
like a madman laughin' at the rain,
a little out of touch little in the brain,
its just easier to deal with the pain [bad word] train never goin' back,
wrong way on a one way track
seems like I should be getting somewhere,
somehow I'm neither here nor there [bad word] train [bad word]  [bad word] train tearin' up the [bad word] train burnin' in my [bad word] away but it always seems the same