as you see i'm here just like you wanted me
to give in – i lost my sympathy for them
it's raining for a week now – let's take it as a cure
to wash away this killing [bad word] 
i'm sick and tired of wasting time but how to stop it yet
no answers – just silly [bad word] through my head
i'm sick and tired of counting days so pull the trigger now
please stop it or it will kill me – bye for now
 [bad word] 

give it up! give it up! cause it's right now
give it up! because the time seems bright now
everything you had – now to forget

once again – you've left me breathless – here i am
so understand that every story has an end
no more one last chapter, no more one last try
so this could be my last goodbye