(From Jesus Christ Superstar)

I don't know how to love him 
What to do, how to move him
I've been changed, yes really changed
In these past few days
When I've seen myself
I seem like someone else

I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me
He's a man, he is just a man
And I've had so many men before
In very many ways
He's just one more

Should I bring him down
Should I scream and shout
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out
I never thought [bad word] to this
What's it all about?

Don't you think it's rather funny
I should be in this position
I'm the one
Who's always been
So calm, so cool
No lover's [bad word] every show
He scares me so

I never thought [bad word] to this
What's it all about?

Yet if he said he loved me
I'd be lost, I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope
I'd turn my head
I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know
He scares me so
I want him so 
I love him so