It [bad word] me.
It crawls inside.
It walks my side and spine.
I want to hide sometimes.
It´s so impulsive.
Feels so abussive.
I often wonder what really makes it worth it?
How long might it take?
How long must I stay aside?
Alive?

Beneath this tissue is a path all staind by blood.
Showing us the real deal of being someone.
It´s hard to learn that we´re supposed to make it this far.
It´s [bad word] up and consuming.

Condemned beneath the ceiling.
Has anyone been listening?
I´ve been inside this vault for many many years.
I´ve got to go.
Observing in so many [bad word] ways.
Serving every day .
Yes, making some mistakes.
I begin to wonder now.

Will it take me?
Have it place me.
It´s so new.
But im focused on just feeling whats inside.
I might have died.

Anger is a feeling not an action.
Hate kills the soul.

Will it take me?
Have it place me.
It´s so new.
But im focused on just feeling whats inside.
I might have tried.

I might have not been found.
I´ll sure blow off the ground.
I´ll soon evolve.
I´ll start to prove myself and make you proud.
I´ll pay the price.
And I´ll decide.
I´ll infiltrate your brain.
Show you how the ugly lean to call.

Just let it go.

12. To Me

Fault buries in your eyes.
You´re capable of telling lies.
Perfectly functional.
But misunderstanding soul.

You think our time is yours?
Using it in your doors?
Why must we obey someone
Who isn´t even worth a son?

He didn´t even win a chance.
All he ever did was dance.
My disgrace is being here.
With someone who doesn´t care

Why the [bad word] I am his blood?
I never chose to live this love.
O dear God must he die
before he fills us up with lies?

To me you´re something that I could never change.
To me you´re someone I would never praise.
To me you´re something I could never change.
To me you´re someone I would die to save.

Negative philosophy is all you ever
Taught and showed.
Showing all your bad [bad word] friends
How you stomp on mommas soul.
How can [bad word] to me now
and ask for a fair treat?
It might be sad but I just quit on
Giving you my seed.

To me you´re something that I could never change.
To me you´re someone I would never praise.

To me you´re something I could never change.