Could you die for yourself
Like slave for a slave,
Like king for a king?

Might I find inner peace
Like god in a god,
Like a tyrant in tyrant?

How can one love somebody else
Without despising oneself?

Grim torment yours I am, you are my bliss hidden in the night.
Same wicked thorns of life pierce our flesh to rot there.
And still I see your tender face in tears, cursing mighty death
Through icy window of the time.

How can one slay emotions sick
Without enjoying their core?

Why by wasting your life
You're trying to change
Beliefs, thoughts, and feelings?

Look inside of your heart -
You [bad word] from death,
You are already dying...

Never dream of the worlds beyond,
Not sure what they'll give to you.

Grim torment yours I am, you are my bliss hidden in the night.
Same wicked thorns of life pierce our flesh to rot there.
And still I see your tender face in tears, cursing mighty death
Through icy window of the time.

I slit my throat and cry for you
Silently in a darkened room.

Would you try to cognize
Spilled fluid divine,
The red [bad word] on snow?

Should I give myself in
To darkness mistique,
Imprisoned in iron?

Learn the meaning of suicide
By looking into my eyes.

Grim torment yours I am, you are my bliss hidden in the night.
Same wicked thorns of life pierce our flesh to rot there.
And still I see your tender face in tears, cursing mighty death
Through icy window of the time.

Join my madness and leave the pain
Within the cold walls of life...