As I look back upon our life
It's hard for me to realize
That once we were 
Each other's pride
I was a fool who [bad word] you
In all the things you told me to
Since I did everything for you

Your looks and your feelings 
Are just the remains of the past to me
It hurt me so much
When I found out the [bad word] And I know there is more to see
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Lost is how I feel
Between the waves of memories
I try to think of something else
But I won't heal
Lost is how I feel
Deep down the wells of history
I just can't think of something else
And I won't heal

I was too blind to use my eyes 
I didn't care about your lies
But now I know you
You've rolled the dice
'cause I have tried in every way
To make it through another day
Instead of just walkin' away

It took me some time
But I found out the way
What is best for me
I just can't hold on
To somebody
Who's makin' me feel
Like I'm not for real
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