when i look back on life will i see years of hesitation? or was it all just right? will i still be asking questions?
will i be self-consumed? or consumed in being selfless? will i have left too soon? have i abandoned feeling helpless?

will i remember when they told me i had a reason for this life, i said i should. and they said, "go, son, and make the most of yourself." i said i would.
you are here right now but you want to be somewhere else. you were there before but you wanted to be where you're now.) oh your sought-after happiness, did you ever finally find it? or was there always somewhere better or best where any day nowѓ\any day now you would.
when they told me i had a reason for this life, i said i should. and they said, "go, son, and make the most of yourself." i said i would.  i said i would.

i want to dedicate my heart so fully to someone that i love so [bad word] 
i want to dedicate my life so fully to something i believe in.