my try, feel free to correct

I know you don't believe me when I say it's gonna be alright
I know you're tired of trying when you feel your soul is dying inside...
But you can count on me
I live for you
You can lean on me
Believe it's [bad word] 
You know that I try, I try, I try,
I try to make you feel alright
You'll find, you'll find, you'll find
Me in the middle of the night
I am yours to love

Every word escapes me when I think of all the things I lost
Everywhere my head turns
It's a dead-end road, I know
But you can count on me
I'm here for you
You can lean on me
Believe it's [bad word]