I lost track of good sense cause I never 
Learned when to stop 
And somewhere along the way I dragged you 
Into this mess 
I chose to fight but I lost  [bad word] all and you paid the cost 
But I hope that you would 
Turn and stay with me 
I know you hate me now 
But now I need you to 
Turn and stay with me 
Through these tormenting days 
That only you can alleviate 
I did everything I feared I would do 
When the pressure cracked me 
Some say it’s hate, some say it’s fate 
That put those words in my mouth as I raged 
But I hope that you would 
And I’m so sorry 
You have to watch me crawl 
But for once in my life 
I know I’m too weak to survive 
I’m closer now 
Surrender is near 
Pull me to you, pull me up