When I die in my dreams ... I see you 
Let the road erode 

When I die in my dreams 
I see my life like movie scenes 
I"m paralyzed 
Eyes fixated on the screen 
I"m in this dark theatre 
I"m all alone 
I am in oblivion 
And I am finally home 
I see every day, clip by clip 
do i [bad word]  do i stand tall? do i slip? 
do i [bad word] in the belly 
I"m so hungry that I tremble 
I watch my whole world disassembled 
I watch myself watch TV, I watch myself feeding 
I watch myself sleep and play my CD"s 
I watch the whole world pass me by 
I watch myself work, watch myself jerk, watch myself lie 
I watch the days turn to months, then to years 
While my soul sleeps dormant under instituted fears 
Many tears shed 
I really dead or still just dreaming 
Spent my whole life hiding from myself- 
My inner demons 
Now I"m screaming out, but there"s no sound 
Just a clock counting down to the end of everything that I am 
Like sand slowly falling fast through the hour glass 
We all know nothing ever lasts so everybody wears their own mask 
I"m in this dark theatre, inside my head 
But then the hairs on my neck stand up in sudden 
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I feel someone else here, not me, not the clock 
Something more sinister waiting, lurking in the dark 

It says- 
"I"m a God, I"m a devil, I am death 
And I may look harmless but I am poisonous 
I may hear, I may see, I may touch, I may breath 
and I may taste so good but I am poisonous" 

I can"t escape- It"s too late- This is my tomb 
And I can hear that voice laughing from the back of the room 
I feel its cold hands tearing through me... the end is close 
I don"t believe in miracles anymore- 
No, but I believe in ghosts