gotta get through this [bad word] (strait up) 
Mama told me that there would be days like this (strait up) 
You know it"s easy to forget what my purpose is 
(strait up) 
Just when I feel like everything"s cool 
My drama starts to surface (strait up) 
And all that drama it"s hard to not let it blind you 
You gotta put that fake [bad word] behind you 
Don"t let your enemies remind of that time you [bad word] up 
My boy would"ve told you to shut the [bad word] up 
(strait up) 
I see fools laughing and i wanna cry 
I see fools living it up and I wanna die  [bad word] I feel like I got one foot in the grave already 
I feel like jesus is out to get me 
Test me, and watch me fail 
But I know it"s not too late for me 
He told me there"s more out there than just hate for me 
I see you on a painted road and I miss you 
I see can"t see you but I feel you, I feel your soul, you knowthis 
No matter what I know you still have my back 
Yeah, I know where you"re at 

I love everything, I lost everything 
I want everything, I lose everything 
I hate everything...(strait up) 
Yeah, I know where you"re at 

I can"t find 
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you, I can"t see you, I can"t find you 
Why? back up shut up disappear 
What? shut up wake up I"m over here what? 

Yeah I woke up and I and cursed the day (strait up) 
I woke up and I prayed for this pain in my chest to go away 
Jesus he just laughed at me and said my life was a tragedy 
And I was lost for all eternity 
Say [bad word]  why you forsaken me? 
Maybe you"re breaking my heart (strait up) 
If I could go back and start over again 
And have one good friend  [bad word] I"d take that [bad word] to the top (strait up) 
And never stop (strait up) 
Bring that [bad word] back again yeah [bad word] 
Just one good friend 
I"ve over [bad word] back now and show me how 
I don"t care anymore 
I can"t, I can"t take it, close to the edge 
And I"m breaking down 
Yeah you see me breaking down 

Everyday another liar, [bad word] another thief 
Prepare yourself for much more sorrow 
Depend on much more grief 

Wake up, get up, walk away! Why, Why!!