is this what you expected?
flat and empty, how i feel?
the brain is emptied out and clean
clean is not a state that's real

so take what you are given
just forget what you deserve
people think you're out there living
but you fell from the curve

 [bad word] 
give me a name
right now i'm just a cycle
waiting to end
right now i feel recycled
and i'm ready to leave again

some tree in bloom like crazy hair
some man in feathers flying
i want to stay i don't i'm lying
getting used to it's what i feel
so much to answer for
we have so much to answer for
so sick of talking about it
falling asleep on the floor

 [bad word] 

and i'm ready to leave again