I want to crawl into the ground and [bad word] out
For 37 years, when my [bad word] out
demon in my mouth that spits words out
Let everybody hate me, make me kill myself

I want to lie below the weight of the sky

And then I'll rise above the earth in a hurricane
Spun into the wind with the whirling rain
Reach into the top of a blackened sky
Screaming as I fall to the earth to die

I want to lie below the weight of the sky

So into the basement and under the boards, I'll go [whoa, whoa]
To live with the leeches that lurk in the undertow [whoa, whoa]
I want to rot all the roots of the rest of the life above [whoa, whoa]
And I will not rise

So into the basement and under the boards, I'll go [whoa, whoa]
To live with the leeches that lurk in the undertow [whoa, whoa]
I want to rot all the roots of the rest of the life above [whoa, whoa]
And then I'll wait as the world wilts and nothing is left but smoke [whoa, whoa]

Ha ha ha ha ha
I will not rise