This impenetrable darkness [bad word] down on my inner world
There are no thoughts
No feelings, no emotions
Only all-absorbing emptiness
Of soul and my mind

With time [bad word] to think
There is no exit, no escape
I’m attempting to do something
To change this awful situation
But still it seems
All of this is useless and in vain

I have to do all my best
Just to achieve my goal
And to change my life
As I know that I can do it
It is the way how it should be

I just keep trying
Though it seems as always hopeless
And one moment I understand
That I have reached this [bad word] point
This ray of light that gives me hope
And helps me to go on forever further

I have to do all my best
Just to achieve my goal
And to change my life
As I know that I can do it
It is the way how it should be