There's a shadow just behind me
Shrouding every step I make
Breaking every promise empty
Pointing every finger at me
Waiting like a stalking butler
Who upon the finger rests
Murder now the patterns must we
Just because the sun has set
Jesus won't you [bad word] whistle?
Nothing but the past is done
Jesus was a [bad word] whistler
Nothing but the past is done

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
Why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over

I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will [bad word] you [bad word] in me and fall as well
I will find the center in you
I will chew it up and leave, 
I will work to elevate you
Just enough to bring you down

Mother Mary was a whisper
Nothing but the past is done
Mother was a [bad word] whisper
Nothing but the past is done

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
Why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start this over this time

I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will [bad word] you [bad word] in me and fall as well
I will find a center in you
I will chew it up and leave [bad word] me [bad word] me [bad word] me [bad word] me [bad word] me

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
Why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start this over this time

I
I want what I want
I want what I want 
I want what I want 
I want what I want