My Mind ft. Lo Key & Emcee Bonu$ (исполнитель: GrewSum)
There’s something dark in my mind sitting behind my eyes I know that its not right but its been there for a lifetime blocking out the light I know its affecting my grind ill kill it when the times right, if it threatens my life [ Lo Key ] demons release from my cheeks when I speak so [bad word] in the head cant dream when I sleep cant breathe or release cant eat for a week cant see when the devils in my face and I seek peace quiet is a deadly thing cause I’m riddled with the hate please let me in check me in cause my thoughts are haunting me [bad word] with my life line slowly causing me to manipulate the people that I love in my life cold nights spent giving all my love to this mic bloody knife with a look on my face like whats the brain behind your face taste like I hate writing this might as well be slicing wrists I don’t know why I’m fighting this luckily I like to spit my life’s sick and I’m trying to change but its hard when I’m drowning in pain do you feel the same ? There’s something dark in my mind sitting behind my eyes I know that its not right but its been there for a lifetime blocking out the light I know its affecting my grind ill kill it when the times right, if it threatens my life [ Grewsum ] sick visions been twisted live with it I spit wicked envision my vision guy disfigured kids limping dead women been with em since venom entered them live vicious thrive for the better life better get a knife because I’m gonna pose a threat if I don’t ever get it right better feed em I’m a need em creeping on the street to leave em bleeding Put the beat on baby let it ride and I’m a rock to it body I’m a chop through it got em screaming like they’re singing metal rock music paid for the blades you’re expecting me to not use it ? If you got the chance to get away then hop to it cause I’ve been there on the therapists couch talking about the sickest visions there an airing em out the suggestion? that I carry em out because the darkness still looms and there’s no way of tearing it out There’s something dark in my mind sitting behind my eyes I know that its not right but its been there for a lifetime blocking out the light I know its affecting my grind ill kill it when the times right, if it threatens my life [ Bonu$ ] y’all know [bad word] spitting with the illest flow voices in my head got me that tripping hearing ? I don’t really feel it though shake em off let it go shouldn’t get me [bad word] if I listen ill be killing folk I don’t know what happens wake up shaking in my bed insane everything stained blood red so I went and told a shrink that it was a dream told him that’s the way I think he was like “Take these” that will do the trick or at least be in slow mo took a couple had a drink things are moving so slow I don’t know if it’ll do cause I’m a crazy dude at least I’m [bad word] up its got the voices in a better mood trying to live my life right, its all that I can do staying medicated the pain will see what ensues so I guess its safe to say I’m kinda [bad word] in the brain and if I let it get the best of me I’m out with a bang There’s something dark in my mind sitting behind my eyes I know that its not right but its been there for a lifetime blocking out the light I know its affecting my grind ill kill it when the times right, if it threatens my life