[bad word] - Maverick Sabre]

I’ve been living this daily
 With no peace
 No daydreams to save me
 Get high ’cause I want to survive
 Wish I could turn back the hands of time
 Living this daily
 With no peace
 No daydreams to save me
 Get high ’cause I want to survive
 Wish I could turn back the hands of time

[Verse 1 - K Koke]

Born May 1985
 Ten months later, my lickle bro arrived
 Raised in the place where it’s do to survive
 Our mummy shot food to put honey in our life
 I can see the hunger in her eyes
 I could see that something wasn’t right
 She taught me how to wrap and shot my first ticket
 She told me watch my back and be smart with it
 And I wish that I could take you there
 To a place that my brain takes me every day
 I can smile but it still won’t take the pain away
 I can try but remain in this lonely place
 From a child I’ve been raised in the soldier way
 Mummy didn’t wrap, she called us the craze
 No joke she showed us the ways
 [bad word] - Maverick Sabre]

I’ve been living this daily
 With no peace
 No daydreams to save me
 Get high ’cause I want to survive
 Wish I could turn back the hands of time
 Living this daily
 With no peace
 No daydreams to save me
 Get high ’cause I want to survive
 Wish I could turn back the hands of time

[Verse 2 - K Koke]

Mummy couldn’t cope so she turned to [bad word]  My aunty Tina gave us hope, she was there for us
 I was raised on the roads where it’s rare to [bad word]  And my heart’s been broke, now I’m scared to love
 And I might seem closed until I open up
 Feel the weight of the [bad word] I been holding up
 Been betrayed by a cuddle and a heartless hug
 I drink pain from a bottle ’til my heart feels numb
 ‘Cause I came from the bottom of this bottle [bad word]  Ain’t changed from a young’n, I been stuck in the slums
 Great days up in London, ain’t no summer for us
 They try’na take Adie but my brother in ‘cuffs
 And I just came home, this ain’t nothing to us
 Like the court don’t know how a sufferer does
 This was poor home grown but mum’s love was enough
 So I wanna give her more than she’s given to us
 [bad word] - Maverick Sabre]

I’ve been living this daily
 With no peace
 No daydreams to save me
 Get high ’cause I want to survive
 Wish I could turn back the hands of time
 Living this daily
 With no peace
 No daydreams to save me
 Get high ’cause I want to survive
 Wish I could turn back the hands of time

[Verse 3 - Maverick Sabre]

I don’t want to feel this
 I don’t want to see this
 I don’t want to hurt no more
 I don’t want to be this
 I don’t want to feel this
 I don’t ned to fight this war
 ‘Cause I’m try’na be somebody
 There’s nothing I feel that can cloud it
 I’m try’na be somebody
 Need to get on up
 Need to get on up now
 [bad word] - Maverick Sabre]

I’ve been living this daily
 With no peace
 No daydreams to save me
 Get high ’cause I want to survive
 Wish I could turn back the hands of time
 Living this daily
 With no peace
 No daydreams to save me
 Get high ’cause I want to survive
 Wish I could turn back the hands of time