And I've been thinking this could be the end of me 
Who is this person in the mirror I see 
And I [bad word] so far, thought I was so strong 
The [bad word] is I just fed myself a lie 
For too long. 
I never thought this would be me... 

But now I'm on the verge of self [bad word] 
How could this happen to me! 
I've never been the type [bad word] from anything  [bad word] from anything!