Cold seems crippling lame meander through corridors aroma's thick with age mark off the day reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
[bad word] that's collapsing don't want it cast into,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

Past has found its place salvation is no more will god accept my peace bleached will pardon me reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
[bad word] that's collapsing don't want it cast into,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

I just want [bad word] fly kites wrestle jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
cocooned in misery

I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time receive me or cast me away
...god please take me away
resistance futile suicidal ideas I will [bad word] my own being satisfy selfish needs [bad word] the deities justify my own right to what's waiting for me

On the other side the time [bad word] lock and load [bad word] I [bad word] I [bad word] I [bad word] home

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
[bad word] that's collapsing descending don't want it,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,
[bad word] that's collapsing descending don't want it,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

I just want [bad word] fly kites wrestle jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
cocooned in misery
The darkness [bad word] soul soars to the other plain
Existence past the door I sail through purgatory's bay

I asked a god for poison cradle me sown to my dreams souls searching death blossoms where clouds lie over me held in god's hands death blooming

Dark for fear of failure an inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting roiling hate death grip in my veins unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar the space between a blink and a tear
...death blooms.