When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so [bad word] special

But I 'm a creep, I 'm a weirdo
What the [bad word] am I doing here
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so [bad word] special
I wish I was special

 [bad word] out again
 [bad word] out ....
 [bad word] ..

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so [bad word] special
I wish I was special...
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the [bad word] am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here.