Father, I’m going through some heavy things 
It seems like this world ain’t getting any better
The more we try to get closer to You 
The farther [bad word] from Your throne

I’ve spent so many nights wonderin’ when will it end
When will the [bad word] when happiness begins [bad word] the race but it seems too hard to win 
I’m sick of mourning my stomach is throwing up in the morning

I’m calling for help and watching it melt away 
My heart’s been put on display and put away
In many ways, many times I told myself it was ok 
And anger was the price that was paid
While these faded dreams just screamed to bring them home

The burden was too heavy I [bad word] from the throne
I can’t take it any longer
I can taste my spirit hunger
God please help me get home
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Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death 
I’m not scared cause You’re holding my breath
I only fear that I don’t have enough time left 
To tell the world that there’s no time left, Lord please
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death 
I’m not scared cause You’re holding my breath
I only fear that I don’t have enough time left 
To tell the world that there’s no time left
 [bad word] to terms that I’m burning both sides of the rope 
And I’m hoping that self-control would kick in before I’m choking off 
The sin that be destroying every fiber I got
I need the Lord in every way I’ll never make it I’m not 
Going back to the way I was before Christ in my life 
I couldn’t do it I would lose it there’s no point to the fight 
And I’m writing this song, for the people who don’t belong 
I pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong 
Inside a life that’s filled with anger and disappointment 
Cause daddy treated you weaker than all of the other kids 
It’s annoying and I feel for all of you who wanna give up 
You feel stuck I feel the same way Lord help us stay up
You couldn’t pay me to abandon the idea of [bad word] hope 
That I could make it through this life into a place where there’s no crying 
I’m dying to find You with open arms when I go
Knowing You love me and You waiting to give rest to my soul

Lord I don't know what I'm [bad word] for 
There’s go to be more 
Than this life I know 
But still I’m here fighting to never give up
I find strength in Your love 
And You will see me through