You told me that time heals
But old wounds bleed fresh again 
Memories sweep over me
Making my pain unbearable
Haunting me in my misery
My broken heart is refusing me
The endless [bad word] along
I've lost all that remained of hope

Glow that lighted up my way
Turned to distant shimmer so far away
And I can’t see
Blinding darkness surrounds me
I've got nothing
That could brighten up my life
As I close my eyes
I keep feeling I'm empty inside

The way of sorrow is what i'm sick of
I tried to turn hate into pure love
Wished to replace sadness with joy
I am now cornered, that's only my fault