Y'know that I want your loving
but my logic tells me that it aint never gonna happen
and then my defense'd say I did't want it anyway
but you know sometimes I'm a lier
could you ever want me to love you 
could you ever want me to care
disregard my nervousness
please ignore my vacant stares
cause just what I've been [bad word] is nothing like where I'm going to
give me some sign to persue
a promise 
and your unhappy
this is only a guess
do you know what it's like to hate
when it's way down deep inside
oh god I hate what's been done to my life
I [bad word] the pain 
I [bad word] the night
or would [bad word] my [bad word] my [bad word] your [bad word] of the [bad word] your [bad word] your mind