Story of my life 
Searching for the right 
But it keeps avoiding me 
Sorrow in my soul 
'Cause it seems that wrong 
Really loves [bad word] 
He's more than a man 
And this is more than love 
The reason that the sky is blue 
The coulds are rollin' in 
Because I'm gone again 
And to him I just can't be [bad word] 

[Bridge] 
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful 
And it kills him inside 
To know that I am happy with some other guy 
I can see him dying 
 [bad word]  
I don't want to do this anymore 
I don't want to be the reason why 
Everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
I don't want to do this anymore 
I don't want to be the reason why 
Everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
I don't want to hurt him anymore 
I don't want to take away his life 
I don't want to be... a murderer 

[Verse 2] 
I feel it in the air 
As I'm doin' my hair 
Preparing for another day 
kiss upon my cheek 
As he reluctantly 
As if I'm gonna be out late 
I say "I won't be long. Just hangin' with the girls." 
lie I didn't have to tell 
Because we both know 
Where I'm about to go 
And we know it very well 

[Bridge] 
'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful 
and it kills him inside 
To know that I am happy with some other guy 
I can see him dying 
 [bad word]  
I don't want to do this anymore 
I don't want to be the reason why 
Everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
I don't want to do this anymore 
I don't want to be the reason why 
Everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
I don't want to hurt him anymore 
I don't want to take away his life 
I don't want to be... a murderer 

[Breakdonw]
His [bad word] I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore 

[solo]
 [bad word]  
And I don't want to do this anymore 
I don't want to be the reason why 
And everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
I don't want to do this anymore 
I don't want to be the reason why 
Everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
And I don't want to hurt him anymore 
I don't want to take away his life 
I don't want to be...

murderer