Kono shizukana sakebi wa saigo ni anata todoita [bad word] kisuku wa mou ichido kimi no tame nara watashi no [bad word] ka?

/I can hear you calling me but today the coldness of the floor in my back is my [bad word] self/kono sakebi wa [bad word] kokoro no [bad word] saigo wa sakebi wa tomaranai/ anata [bad word] ni futatabi wo sakebu.

(After [bad word] the screamings)(with the [bad word] the hurting)

/// [bad word] daro? kono inochi no nai kabeni mukau watashi tega chini [bad word]  kokoro no sakebi ga kiete yuku, itsumo shinjiteita mono ga watashi no naka kara, [bad word] //

I HAVE YOU FORBBIDEN SO I SILENCE MY LOVE...I RATHER DIE, DIE , DIE , DIE , DIE, DIE, DIE