I don't know what you're looking for
You haven't found it baby, that's for sure

You rip me up and spread me all around

In the dust of the deed of time
And this is not a case of lust, you see
It's not a matter of you versus me
It's fine the way you want me on your own

But in the end it's always me alone
 [bad word] 
And I'm losing my favorite game
You're losing your mind again
I'm losing my baby
Losing my favorite game

I only know what I've been king for
Another you so I could love you more

I really thought that I could take you there

But my experiment is not getting us
anywhere
I had a vision I could turn you right

stupid mission and a lethal fight
I should have seen it when my hope was new
My heart is black and my body is blue
 [bad word] 

I've tried
I've tried
But you're still the same
I'm losing my baby
You're losing a savior and a saint