i write these lines with blood on the wall
my dedication for when i'm gone
what you remember
if you see these words
love hope and a bitter taste of [bad word] 
making the same mistake – again and again – again and again

the same mistake

i am sorry, no time to see you
now i don't have good thoughts anymore
would you remember
if you see these words
love, hope and that bitter taste of [bad word] 
and i feel sorry

a way to say goodbye

i wish one day this world will
hear me
and my dedication
for when i'm gone
love, hope and a bitter taste of [bad word]