This is the first time that I've seen
Exactly where I want to be and how the [bad word] I'll make it there
And I'm sick of looking back at all the chances I once had
To see for the first time

They're all crawling away from it slowly, all afraid of the light
But i see colors and I see [bad word]  strictly one of a kind
I think I know which way i'm headed, just need to follow the light
What's the sense in waiting for it [bad word]  If I fail i know i tried.

But every time i turn the page, i see your [bad word] haunting face
It's in my way
Rest assured this will stay the same, well go ahead and drain my veins
Drain my veins