Quiet Please
Close my eyes, I know its all been lies as the crowns knocked off my head and I fall from my high horse again. Spread Myself so thin, where do I begin to explain? Know what you want to hear, just what I want to show. And in the end, nothing I say was sincere. So I just keep on trying to keep myself from lying to myself, just to fall back in [bad word]  no, never again. I'll make an honest effort to pull the barbs off of the things I say, but I know its just a game. You say that my words hurt, you bite back just as hard. So wheres your gaurd, keep it up, why should we have to? So I step back into the shade, the only place where i feel safe from the thousand eyes waiting for my next escape. Can I beat this fright? Fear creeps up and holds on tight. Will I do whats right? Can I find the strength to step back into the light? When [bad word] to saying how I feel, its so [bad word] hard face to face, yet I can express myself to strangers in this place. I know it shouldnt be like this, playing bully with our disrespect. So how long until we push ourselves away for good? Guided by misunderstandings, never taking the time that we should to recognize our worth. So save yourself from the misery.