Now after all that we've been through I would've stayed
But looking back I still see what a mess we made
I should've let you go by now but
I'm still a face what a break of scent I-
I still say your name out loud
To have you there, to feel you near

If I could hold you without hurting
If you could love me without leaving
But we can't get it back
Which whatever it ever were
And it kills me..
(and it kills me ohh)

I know that I'll be missing your voice everyday
How you whispered what you didn't and did say
Do I know it's for the best and
I still have all that is left of me
And I know I'll find a rest some other way
(The rest of me)

If I could hold you without hurting
If you could love me without leaving
But we can't get it back
Which whatever it ever were
If I could touch you without bleeding
And if my heart survived the beating
But it stops, let you know
I can't take anymore of the pain
And it kills me, it kills me, it kills me

In every possible way,
In every possible way,
In all the possible ways
In every single way

If I could hold you without hurting
If you could love me without leaving
But we can't get it back
Which whatever it ever were
If I could touch you without bleeding
And if my heart survived the beating
But it stops, let you know
I can't take anymore of the pain
And it kills me, it kills me, it kills me ohh ohhh
And it kills me, it kills me, it kills me ohh ohhh