So Many

You feel the pain, I see the light
But there’s a feeling deep inside
In me (in me)
The dreaded word that makes me fall
The silent movement, the open call
From you (from you)
The sadness – I feel everyday
All the wasted tears – lost on the way
I loose control

 [bad word] 
So many hours past
So many days are gone
All I see is just the time
I’m not the only one
For you

The loss of hope that fades away
The hour of my darkened day
In my dreams (in my dreams)
The need to end this suffering
The strength that’s slowly moving in
Inside me (inside me)
Addiction – that I can’t brake
It follows me, every step I take
I wonder

 [bad word] 
So many hours past
So many days are gone
All I see is just the time
I’m not the only one
For you