I'm listening to my heart 
The beats you rarely hear 
The [bad word] is slowing in 
My nightmare's sinking in 
I'm opening my eyes 
This night is new to me 
Everything seems so clear 
Embracing dark cold air 
I am so old, my skin is cold 
The night is mine, forever mine 
Feeling they fade, guided by needs 
Humanity is drawn from me 
Still searching, forever is this curse 
Trapped by these four dark walls 
Unable to feel love 
Eternally alone 
I have seen all there is 
So tired of this place 
Feel my disgust of man 
My oh, so deadly kiss 
Time is my friend, aging has ceased 
Forever young, lost is the sun 
Time is my curse, everything fades 
My tears are dry, death is my life