Live in darkest dreams; [bad word] roam in my head
Nothing's like it seems; still the blood is red
Myself is what I hate; my living and my lie
I blow to my fate; never try
I hate myself, don't call my name
 [bad word] ]
Hate is strong, hate is black,
Kills the light,no way back
Don't go my way
Don't go this way
Oh God help me
Here's the road that leads to hate

The [bad word] of all the years, it lies upon my soul
Depressions and my fears, things I can't control
The days are painted grey, I never see the light
I throw myself away, give up, never fight
The sun somtimes shines, upoon my wretched miind
But I just close my eyes, and hate is what I find
Hope is what I need, despair is what I find
Hate is what I feed, hate is what I live