Mole-hills or mountaintops,
look at us fly by [bad word] the shell-shocks
I dream on cloud nine no alarm clock,
only wake if I feel the pain might stop
Bird's eye view, flocking to this hope spot
Everyday, every night seeking jackpots
Rescue minds till you find us [bad word] this
Nothing like hurt as a reminder,
sometimes the [bad word] does
Feeling high with my eyes closed,
Being told by these no-shows,
how my life goes
Suicide was my old clothes,
realizing now how to think tactful
I hate those that would grapple 
and try to choke my potential,
make me feel existential
Planting bugs in my mental,
I erase you like a pencil
I won't [bad word] 

Be what you want there's no excuses
so be who you want there's no excuses
so be what you will
Grow roots and wings 

People fool you a lot or a little bit,
you never know ideas blooming in their [bad word] Personalities mesh or they're a tight fit,
friends that I love rather clash than forfeit,
and lend a [bad word] as we pass
Luck cries wolf lies took as [bad word] bend you from your roots
shake you down like a confession in a church booth,
a priest waits mute,
your eyes then shoot but the set is bulletproof
Outside the sky is blue,
the sun don't shine for you
I begged you for the glue,
before I broke in two
Emotions drooled 

Afraid of ourselves till,
cooped up in our world we would talk [bad word] 
Still bitter?
Not even a little bit
I wave goodbye with a smile to our friendship
See me fly while you cringe like a little [bad word] I wish you best at hitting curves,
that's your Life's pitch
As a submission here's advice and you might listen
Caught in a vice of honesty my soul keeps squeezing
Can you remember when I asked you to 
search yourself for beggar's wealth?
Legs went stiff, ears went deaf,
scared me half past death
my thought process was humble
You couldn't catch me if I stumbled