Story of my life
Searching for the right 
But it keeps avoiding me 
Sorrow in my soul 
Cause it seems that wrong 
Really loves [bad word] 

He’s more than a man 
And this is more than love 
The reason that this guy is blue 
The clouds are rolling in 
Because I'm gone again 
And to him I just can't be [bad word] 

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful 
And it kills him inside to know 
That I am happy with some other guy 
I can see him dying 

I don't wanna do this anymore 
I don't wanna be the reason why 
Everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
I don't wanna hurt him anymore 
I don't wanna take away his life 
I don't wanna be... 
murderer 

I feel it in the air 
As I'm doing my hair 
Preparing for another day 
kiss up on my cheek 
He's here reluctantly 
As if I'm gonna be out late 
I say I won't be long 
Just hanging with the girls 
liar didn't have to tell 
Because we both know 
Where I'm about to go 
And we know it very well 

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful 
And it kills him inside to know 
That I am happy with some other guy 
I can see him dying 

I don't wanna do this anymore 
I don't wanna be the reason why 
Everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
I don't wanna hurt him anymore 
I don't wanna take away his life 
I don't wanna be... 
murderer 

His [bad word] 
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head 
Get it over with I don't wanna do this anymore (anymore) 

I don't wanna do this anymore 
I don't wanna be the reason why 
Everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
I don't wanna hurt him anymore 
I don't wanna take away his life 
I don't wanna be... 
murderer (a murderer)