[bad word] on hold my hand,
I wanna contact the living.
Not sure I understand,
This role Ive been given.

I sit and talk to god
And he just laughs at my plans,
My head speaks a language, I dont understand.
 [bad word] 
I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
cause I got too much [bad word] through my veins, going to waste.

I dont wanna die,
But I aint keen on living either.
Before I fall in love,
Im preparing to leave her.
I scare myself to death,
Thats why I keep [bad word] 
Before Ive arrived, I can see [bad word] 
 [bad word] 
I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
cause I got too much [bad word] through my veins, going to waste.

And I need to feel, real love
And a life ever after.
I cannot get enough.
 [bad word] 
 [bad word] 
I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in,
I got too much [bad word] through my veins, going to waste.

I just wanna feel real love,
In a life ever after
Theres a hole in my soul,
You can see it in my face, its a real big place.
 [bad word]  [bad word] and hold my hand,
I wanna contact the living,
Not sure I understand,
This role Ive been given

Not sure I understand.
Not sure I understand.
Not sure I understand.
Not sure I understand.